I am an ugly person....
On a scale from 0 to 10 , I am a 1...my looks are so bad , that I dont want to look in the mirror...even my mother thinks I am ugly9 which really hurts)....But I like beauty , and thats all I fantasize about...Is it wrong to like beauty if you are ugly??
As if my physical challanges were not enough , I have a personality to match ...no one really likes me , so why should i care for them, I lie to ppl and really dont care for their feelings( why should I , they dont care for mine either) I am irritable most of the time ( believe me you would be too , if you had my looks , and had to go all the dissappointments that it made me go through)I am very sensitive, so if anyone even remotely insinuates being superior , I would let them have it...It doesnt matter if they keep on saying , they didnt mean it that way, I can see it behind their straight faces.....
I am not smart , I dont have all the interesting , exotic stories to share with ppl, i dont have the witty comments that would make ppl go into raptures....
I want what everyone wants, good friends and a nice(and pretty) woman, but i wont get either....
So what should I do....( please dont tell me that I should change my attitude, I am sick of hearing that I should be the one to make changes , what you are actually saying is that , since i am the ugly one , its me who should make all the efforts)and dont tell me to change my wishes, I want what everyone else does too..
Can you guys look within yourself , be honest and say that I can be loved....( and please dont say that some one somewhere may see somehting in me....tell me honestly, can any of you go for some one like me...)
On a scale from 0 to 10 , I am a 1...my looks are so bad , that I dont want to look in the mirror...even my mother thinks I am ugly9 which really hurts)....But I like beauty , and thats all I fantasize about...Is it wrong to like beauty if you are ugly??
As if my physical challanges were not enough , I have a personality to match ...no one really likes me , so why should i care for them, I lie to ppl and really dont care for their feelings( why should I , they dont care for mine either) I am irritable most of the time ( believe me you would be too , if you had my looks , and had to go all the dissappointments that it made me go through)I am very sensitive, so if anyone even remotely insinuates being superior , I would let them have it...It doesnt matter if they keep on saying , they didnt mean it that way, I can see it behind their straight faces.....
I am not smart , I dont have all the interesting , exotic stories to share with ppl, i dont have the witty comments that would make ppl go into raptures....
I want what everyone wants, good friends and a nice(and pretty) woman, but i wont get either....
So what should I do....( please dont tell me that I should change my attitude, I am sick of hearing that I should be the one to make changes , what you are actually saying is that , since i am the ugly one , its me who should make all the efforts)and dont tell me to change my wishes, I want what everyone else does too..
Can you guys look within yourself , be honest and say that I can be loved....( and please dont say that some one somewhere may see somehting in me....tell me honestly, can any of you go for some one like me...)
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