By wacky I mean...
1. I've been hurt maybe like 15 times this total week. Normally, I'm a sensitive person, and I might cry privately or I'll vent or something. I felt a pang of hurt for an hour each time maybe (usually less), and then never thought twice about it.
2. On the other hand, I just found out that my friend is doing something that I've always wanted to do, but just never had the time or the guts to do it - and I'm jealous. On top of it, I'm feeling guilty that I'm feeling jealous. And now, I want to cry. I've always despised people who feel envy of successful people, and now, I've become what I despise.
I mean, my feelings are all over the place. At things which I would expect to be really hurt by, I'm not. At things which I would expect not to be hurt by, I am.
Okay, so psychoanalyze me you jawan Freudians.
Maybe I'm going bipolar now. Time for a psychologist, or are these normal ups and downs of life?
Urgh, maybe you can call it PMS...but I've been like this for months.
1. I've been hurt maybe like 15 times this total week. Normally, I'm a sensitive person, and I might cry privately or I'll vent or something. I felt a pang of hurt for an hour each time maybe (usually less), and then never thought twice about it.
2. On the other hand, I just found out that my friend is doing something that I've always wanted to do, but just never had the time or the guts to do it - and I'm jealous. On top of it, I'm feeling guilty that I'm feeling jealous. And now, I want to cry. I've always despised people who feel envy of successful people, and now, I've become what I despise.
I mean, my feelings are all over the place. At things which I would expect to be really hurt by, I'm not. At things which I would expect not to be hurt by, I am.
Okay, so psychoanalyze me you jawan Freudians.
Maybe I'm going bipolar now. Time for a psychologist, or are these normal ups and downs of life?
Urgh, maybe you can call it PMS...but I've been like this for months.
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